Dear
Nymph,
Just
recently, we faced a lot of problems. You entered a whole new world to which I
am completely uncertain to. It became very hard for me to express my feelings and
I could not keep an eye to you. I am really scared of losing you and I miss you
so much. I am dying to see you but I just don’t see anyway for our terrenes to
meet. I am totally incapable of going to your place and I don't feel the rights to. I really feel like
being trapped inside my own cage.
You
made me feel so unworthy of your love. Your dream man is just too far even from
my shadow. Whenever I see the man to whom you are greatly in loved before, I
just can’t stop comparing myself to him. I feel small, really,
really, small. I tried to understand your idealism for the longest time but my
fear of losing you when you meet someone who is that great, entirely swallows
my guts.
Please
don’t think that I don’t love you and I am not proud to have you. If you only
know how gargantuan my desire of telling the world my love to you is. I love you;
I am just too coward to face judgments and comparisons to your past.
I
can’t promise to you anything. I don't have the height, the face, the wealth. I am just a simple person. I am hesitant if I will
be able to reach all your standards but I am trying my best to improve myself for
you and for the future. I miss you so
much.
Maybe,
I will stay silent these days. I would not like to disturb your priorities and
block every opportunity that may come your way. I love you
very much and I will be thankful for all my life if I will have you again. I wish
to hold your hand as long as time permits us to.
Again, Eulene, my nymph, I love you.
Again, Eulene, my nymph, I love you.
Sincerely yours,
Shepherd
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